For the first time in my life, I'm in this place in which all I can do is wait. I can't move forward without hearing from my future prospects, but I can't look backward either without getting extremely nostalgic and down.
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Strangely, I've found relief in odd and unexpected ways. I've purged much of my wardrobe. I'm learning how to play the guitar and recorder. I've been getting to the gym more often, and I'm especially appreciative of the greeting my dog gives me every morning when I wake up, something I missed while I was away at school. Despite all of this anxiety I've been harboring, I can say that I am happy. Sure, there is always room for improvement and personal goals to be met, but I can also be thankful for the calmness, the stasis, for moments like these.
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